New research project: Future Families

In 2023, I was very happy to be awarded a Postdoctoral Research Fellowship at Lancaster University, funded by the Economic and Social Research Council. As part of this fellowship, I have the opportunity to start some new pilot research. I had been mulling over the question of children and climate change for a few years, as I started to think about how our ideas about what it means to be ‘human’ have been shifting as the climate crisis intensifies and gathers pace, and how geographers and other critical scholars should respond to this. I landed on the question of how meanings of ‘family’ have come under strain and adapted in the context of several overlapping crises, such as the Covid-19 pandemic and the 2008 financial crisis which has resulted in economic austerity policies in many countries, including the UK. As a woman in my early 30s, these questions have also been at the forefront of my own mind. So here’s what my new research project, Future Families, is about, and why it is important.

As can be seen from these figures, this anxiety is leading some younger people to adjust their expectations for lives that will inevitably be lived under increasingly unstable climactic conditions.

The accelerating climate crisis is making younger people experience mounting anxiety about their futures. According to a global survey from 2021, nearly six in ten young people (ages 16-25) were ‘very or extremely’ worried about climate change, while four in ten said they were hesitant to have children as a result of the climate crisis. As can be seen from these figures, this anxiety is leading some younger people to adjust their expectations for lives that will inevitably be lived under increasingly unstable climactic conditions. This anxiety is not restricted to young people: adults who have children fear for what kind of future their children can look forward to when they reach adulthood. These changes in expectations include deeply personal questions about what kind of family life is, or will be, possible or desirable. If a ‘traditional’ family life is no longer possible, then what can or should replace it?

If a ‘traditional’ family life is no longer possible, then what can or should replace it?

We need to take this anxiety and hesitancy seriously. Currently, in much of the political and media conversation about the climate crisis, the emphasis is on how to re-organise and transform our societies in areas such as energy, transport, agriculture and construction rather than, in the words of the geographer Cindi Katz (2018: 725), the “everyday spaces” of the home and family in which these changes will both take place and be felt. In other words, the focus is on production at the expense of reproduction and care. But as feminist thinkers and activists like Silvia Federici and Selma James have long insisted, there can be no production without social reproduction, no waged labour without “reproductive labour”. Therefore, academic research needs to give closer attention to how people adjust their expectations for their intimate, caring lives in response to a climate crisis that seems more present every day. Where these dilemmas are discussed, there is a tendency to present decisions over whether to have children – among the most personal – as simply a consumer choice among others, such as avoiding flights or giving up meat. We need an alternative framing that affirms reproductive justice and that gives space to diverse, situated accounts of how people understand their (non)reproductive choices over an extended time period.

Now, for practicalities. I will look at this more closely using qualitative research methods. This means that rather than achieving a representative sample and trying to generate as much data as possible, I will recruit a small number of participants and invite them to share their understandings and experiences in their own words. I will conduct in-depth, biographical interviews with people who have decided not to have (more) children for reasons related to the climate crisis. To make sure I have a multi-generational sample of participants, I will also interview people who had their children some decades ago, but who wish to reflect back on this from within the context of climate change and other crises. Carrying out these interviews will help me achieve two aims. First, it will help me understand how participants have made up their minds about (in)voluntary childlessness, family size and the climate crisis over a long period of time. Second, it will shed light on whether and how participants are cultivating any kind of alternative family structures or relationships.

Finally: what I am hoping to do with this research? Of course, I want to contribute to academic scholarship, especially in feminist, political and cultural geography. But I also hope that its findings will be of interest to policymakers, non-governmental and cultural organisations which are invested in an inclusive, collective public conversation about how we live under conditions of climate crisis.

This post is also published on the project website. Thanks for reading! If you’re interested in reading more about the Future Families project, please visit the project website or my profile at Lancaster University.

Call for Papers: On (Re)defining Fieldwork

This Call for Papers was originally written by Matilda Fitzmaurice and Zara Babakordi, and shared in September 2021.

Call for Abstracts: Workshop on (re)defining fieldwork

Organised Matilda Fitzmaurice (Durham University) and Zara Babakordi (Newcastle University)

Fieldwork is a touchstone of geography and often stands in for ‘good’ and ‘rigorous’ research. It is also intimately bound up with resource inequities and socially produced – but materially felt – inequalities, including gender, class, race, LGBTQ+ identity, disability, illness, parenthood and caring responsibilities, funding and employment status. It arguably plays a role in entrenching the unequal distribution of resources and prestige within and between universities across different geographies, with implications for researchers’ experiences.

The narrative of fieldwork is often of individualised redemption. Fieldwork may be challenging, and/or distressing, but there is an unspoken expectation that such experiences are a necessity on the journey to becoming a ‘good’ researcher. Despite difficulties, it is anticipated that researchers will produce good – or perhaps even better – research as a result of these difficulties. Moreover, there is a taboo against expressing ambivalence or negativity towards fieldwork, as well as an anxiety that disliking it is synonymous with being a ‘bad’ or ‘unprofessional’ researcher.

While existing literature considers fieldwork alongside intersectional questions of privilege and marginalisation such as gender, parenthood, disability and mental illness (Cupples & Kindon 2003, Caretta & Jokinen 2017, Robinson & Butler-Rees 2020, Horton & Tucker 2019, Todd 2020) as well as ‘failure’ and ‘imposter syndrome’ in fieldwork (Harrowell et al 2018, Jenkins et al 2020), ‘dangerous’ fieldwork (Shaw 2011; Chambers 2019), there remains little space for refusal, isolation, boredom, frustration, ambivalence, indifference or dislike in relation to fieldwork, and the forces generative of these. 

The all-but-shutdown of in-person activities in March 2020 forced researchers to redesign their fieldwork plans around virtual or, at least, socially distanced spaces. Given that the pandemic, inequitable vaccine rollout and climate crisis call into question the ethics of international travel, there has arguably never been a better time for geographers to rethink fieldwork, and who and what it is for. Does such a conversation require us to (re)define ‘fieldwork’? How can we, given that what and where counts as ‘the field’ hinges on the researcher’s own position? If more geographers admit to feeling ambivalent or negatively towards fieldwork, where does this take ‘us’ as a discipline? To what extent is this linked to questions of failure – do we not enjoy it because we fear ‘failing’ at it? Are we remaining committed to ‘fieldwork’ for the right reasons: for instance, if we do it in order to game metrics, what is at stake politically, epistemologically and ethically?

We warmly invite abstracts of up to 250 words. Submissions need not be restricted to the conventional academic paper format. 

Potential topics may include, but are certainly not limited to, the following:

  • Fieldwork and marginalised researcher identities
  • Histories of ambivalence and dislike of fieldwork
  • Fieldwork and changing institutional contexts
  • Risk assessments
  • Fieldwork and the politics of hospitality
  • Status anxiety and ‘imposter syndrome’
  • Fieldwork and methodological choices
  • Fieldwork as a PhD researcher
  • The future of fieldwork and pedagogy (e.g. undergraduate field courses)
  • Experiences of virtual, online or distanced fieldwork
  • The future of fieldwork and ethics (Covid, climate change etc.)
  • The specific challenges of archival fieldwork.

Please send all abstracts, along with brief presenter biographies, to Zara and Matilda via onfieldwork.conference@gmail.com before 5pm on Friday 29th October.

Authors of accepted abstracts will be notified shortly after this date. 

The workshop will be held on Thursday 3rd – Friday 4th February 2022.

Depending on the number of submissions and accessibility considerations, we may hold the workshop over either one or two days. We will confirm precise dates very soon, and we will invite all presenters to register via Eventbrite once they have been notified. All non-presenters will be able to register shortly after this. 

Due to ongoing uncertainties associated with the pandemic in the UK, the workshop will be held via Zoom. 

References:

Butler-Rees A & Robinson N (2020) Encountering precarity, uncertainty and everyday anxiety as part of the postgraduate research journey. Emotion, Space and Society 37.

Caretta MA & Jokinen JC (2017) Conflating Privilege and Responsibility: A Reflexive Analysis of Emotions and Positionality in Postgraduate Fieldwork. The Professional Geographer 69(2), 275-283. 

Chambers J (2020) When fieldwork falls apart: Navigating disruption from political turmoil in research. Area 52(2), 437-444.

Cupples J & Kindon S (2003) Far from Being ‘Home Alone’: The Dynamics of Accompanied Fieldwork. Singapore Journal of Tropical Geography 24(2), 211-228.

Harrowell E, Davies T & Disney T (2018) Making space for failure in geographical research. The Professional Geographer 70(2), 230-238. 

Horton J & Tucker F (2019) ‘The show must go on!’ Fieldwork, mental health and wellbeing in Geography, Earth and Environmental Sciences. Area 51(1), 84-93.

Jenkins K, Toledo HR & Oyarzo AV (2020) Reflections on a failed participatory workshop in northern Chile: negotiating boycotts, benefits, and the UN declaration on the rights of indigenous people. Emotion, Space and Society 37.

Shaw WS (2011) Researcher adventuring and the adventure/danger impulse. Area 43(4), 470-476. 
Todd J D (2020) Experiencing and embodying anxiety in spaces of academia and social research. Gender, Place and Culture 28(4), 475-496.

Creating Cracks for Collective Care in the Ruins of the University

This article was originally published on the UCU Commons blog on 19th May 2021.

By Matilda Fitzmaurice, Mel Jones, and Gavin Brown.

We all know that the current situation in British higher education is bad. Most of us are also aware that it’s likely to get much worse over the next few years. The redundancies and departmental closures affecting places like Chester, Leicester, Portsmouth and others are likely to become more commonplace. There is a real risk of some universities going bankrupt, or trying to attract foreign investment to stave off bankruptcy. We are likely to see the arts, humanities and some social sciences subjects becoming increasingly concentrated within the Russell Group. And that’s without taking account of the never-ending assaults on our pay, working conditions, pensions and job security. On top of this, there are the staggering inequalities that are making universities hostile spaces in which abuse of power is rife and which pose dangers for racialised, queer, trans, disabled, and chronically ill colleagues and students.

The coming period is going to be a challenging one for UCU and the other education unions, as disaster capitalism takes hold of the further and higher education sectors. We are going to be faced with a lot of defensive disputes and, as most reflexive activists realise, our capacity to carry less active union members through multiple ballots and episodes of industrial action is severely constrained. We don’t believe UCU can simply rely on defensive action to resist attacks on our job security and working conditions. So, what else can we do, and how might we use other strategies to build our members’ capacity and willingness to fight those attacks?

The danger of focusing too much on defensive struggles (important as they are) is that we get sucked into defending aspects of our working lives in the neoliberal university that are already far from adequate or sustainable. As post-COVID disaster capitalism rips up and wrecks even the compromises of the last two decades of the marketised, neoliberal university, how can we survive – together – in its ruins? Here we take some inspiration from Anna Tsing’s Mushroom at the End of the Word, a multi-sited ethnography of the global trade in matsutake mushrooms. One of her key arguments is that we should pay attention to what lives on – and even flourishes – in the ruins of industrialised, plantation landscapes. As she argues:

“Global landscapes today are strewn with this kind of ruin. Still, these places can be lively despite announcements of their death, abandoned asset fields sometimes yield new multispecies and multicultural life. In a global state of precarity, we don’t have choices other than looking for life in this ruin.”

(Tsing 2015: 6)

For her, a key challenge is to look for opportunities for ‘progressive’ politics in a world where progress seems impossible and implausible. Tsing notes how the mushrooms that grow in the ‘ruined’ landscapes of abandoned plantation forestry have created new livelihoods and possibilities for precarious migrant mushroom pickers. Inspired by her observations, we ask: what opportunities can we not only find, but foster, in the ruins of the university?

Here we are also reminded of John Holloway’s analysis in Crack Capitalism (2010) in which he argues that contemporary capitalism is already badly cracked and these cracks expose ruptures in mainstream assumptions about social cohesion. Throughout the 33 theses in his book, Holloway explores the potential for these cracks to break the system. For Holloway, the force of these cracks is found in their potential to create space for activities that are not based on capitalist labour, but which embody other forms of activity (or ‘work’, if you like) that work towards realising the needs and desires that cannot be met by capitalism. Having space to read outside of our usual fields, taking part in local community initiatives, making room for discussion without the pressure of outputs and impact – to do things that are valuable not because they bring in money to a neoliberal institution but because they align with our core values and with the core values of knowledge production. To give us power and agency to explore the ruins and find a new language of value. It is here, in the cracks, that we see a potential for work of collective care to offer an alternative to the atomising metrics and competition driving the contemporary education system. How can we foster an ethics of collective care in the sector, which helps us survive, but also offers glimpses of how else the university could be? How can we expand and proliferate these cracks?

The illusion of stability in the university is just that: an illusion. As we can increasingly see across the sector, there is no such thing as a secure position anymore. There are no guarantees. However, collectively as academics, professional services staff, and PGRs – students and staff that make up HE – we have significant potential for solidarities that shouldn’t be underestimated. 

Engaging with solidarity can be about taking an activist role; it can be standing on a picket line; it can be working within a local UCU branch; but it also needs to be concerned with the collective support we foster for each other. Two of us are PGRs, and we have spent our time in academia so far surrounded by precarity. Precarious ECRs certainly do not have all the answers, but there is tremendous value in discussing precarity across the boundaries created by differing levels of employment security. How can PhDs/ECRs teach ‘secure’ staff how to live with precarity? Having open and honest communication as colleagues, and as friends, is paramount to effectively negotiating this shared precarity. We seem to naturally want to convince ourselves that to not acknowledge the problem is as good a solution as we can get and this, we would argue, is one of the greatest barriers to effective collective care.

Firstly, finding, making and carving out spaces for honest conversations can be a way to engage in collective care in the first instance. We would suggest more senior staff with a veneer of security need to agree to acknowledge their vulnerability, and lean into it, sharing their anxieties and insecurities honestly with more junior colleagues. What would a collective agreement to be vulnerable with each other do? How might it help us acknowledge, confront, and tackle our fears together? This feels especially important when existing in the current state that COVID has created. The spontaneous moments of support we used to be able to have when bumping into each other across campuses are not there anymore and so there is a need to be more intentional with our support for one another. Within this it becomes even more important to recognise the structural inequalities across our academic environments and how we can also be intentional in recognising these and responding appropriately.

Part of our argument for collective care and accountability stems from a recognition that we are all complicit in reproducing the logics of neoliberal education systems. We all make compromises and are compromised. Here too, Anna Tsing’s thoughts on ruination and contamination resonate with us. There can be no return to an innocent, pre-contamination world, and the recognition that we are all contaminated (as well as complicit in this contamination) can form the basis for a new commitment to care, and compassion for one another, which remains inescapably political. This relates to our arguments about collective vulnerability – the admission of one’s complicity and contamination first requires vulnerability. But we can use our complicity as a weapon: whilst we cannot avoid being complicit in the logics of neoliberal education, by engaging collectively with the system we might find ways to engage in acts of ‘critical bureaucracy’, subverting the logic of the system in ways that create space for us to think together, care together, and protect whoever is most vulnerable in any given situation.

It is increasingly difficult to find spaces to chat with each other that are private or ‘off the record’ – the machine (which is often also our employer) now mediates almost all exchanges with students and colleagues. While this shift has been accelerated by pragmatic responses to the pandemic, it certainly works to the advantage of our employers – it is much easier to surveil employees, atomise and intimidate them into silence, just in case what they say doesn’t stay private. But those attempts to surveil and intimidate make it all the more urgent that we create spaces of collective care.

We need to attune ourselves to reading, noticing and responding to the clues in online communications that reveal when our colleagues are stressed, exhausted, worried or afraid and find ways of acknowledging and responding to that together.

At the core of UCU Commons is a commitment to equality, transparency and education as a public good. In terms of equality, collective care may involve intentionally noticing instances of inequality and responding together. It could mean looking out for members who are marginalised, checking in with each other, and meeting for that socially distanced walk. Transparency within collective care could be a willingness to be open and vulnerable about our anxieties, to be honest with our concerns as well as a commitment to transparency in our practices and decision making. 

As UCU Commons we have a shared agreement that education should be free and readily accessible, opposing the prevailing neo-liberal forms of management. If we are to imagine and pursue these goals we need to foster collective care. We need to be brave and vulnerable enough to look at the ruins of the neo-liberal university and to find the spaces for growth on our terms. Not just in an attempt at survival, but as a purposeful step towards the goal of growing something better. It starts with a shared acknowledgement of the brokenness of the system (and our own brokenness within it) and continues with gentle nurturing (and perhaps more than a little stubbornness).

For us, fostering collective care also involves working together to create opportunities for rediscovering joy in what we do, as a priority need – without this joy, where do we find the necessary reserves to push for better higher education? Share the joy. Collective joy is a threat to the logic of the contemporary university, which constantly seeks to individualise and commodify pleasure – as ‘the student experience’, or as personal professional advancement. Collective care is not just for the bad times. Taking pleasure in each other’s successes and joys is integral to forging a collective that can support each other when things are tough. When we collectivize care, we build solidarity; when we build solidarity in the cracks of the university’s ruins, we stand a chance of sustaining new commons.

Precarity, Mastery, and Vulnerability: Some Thoughts on UCU’s Recent Elections

This was originally published on the UCU Commons blog on 22nd March 2021.

By Matilda Fitzmaurice

Two weeks ago, UCU members learned of the National Executive Committee election results. The six-week campaign period saw some acrimonious exchanges in the online sphere as the different groups within the union fought out their disagreements on multiple terrains. As the dust settles, a few reflections.

For me, it’s no coincidence that the issue of precarity was a touchpaper for conflicting visions of what the union and the university should be. In her writing about the “possibility of life in capitalist ruins”, Anna Tsing explores how precarity, once a temporary aberration, is now a generalised global norm.1 “Precariousness”, as Judith Butler explains, “is not simply an existential condition of individuals, but rather a social condition from which certain clear political demands and principles emerge.”2 This isn’t to argue that we are all ‘precarious’ to the same extent, but rather that this condition of exposure, of vulnerability, possesses a double character. It “establishes the possibility of being subjugated and exploited” but also that of “being relieved of suffering, of knowing justice and even love”.3

Vulnerability is what we show when we recognise that we have been carried to the edge of our known – and knowable – worlds. An ethic and politics of vulnerability is something we can cultivate to bridge across our teaching, scholarship, and (union) organising. It is a radical openness to (be)coming undone by the world. This kind of ethic speaks back to the inclination to heroism that runs through so much trade unionist rhetoric and practice. Precarity is presented as (and indeed, is) a scourge on the post-16 education sector; an enemy that must be overpowered and definitively expunged. So far, so good. But the question of how to do this is a contested one, and was intensely so during the recent UCU elections. Many responses to it assumed a linear temporality: we strike, then we win. Why would we do anything else? This answer is already implied in the very framing of the question. But if there is only one acceptable answer to a political or strategic question, then why bother asking the question in the first place?

This paradox recalls the anxiety expressed by many a fresh-faced graduate instructor required to facilitate their first seminar or demonstrate in their first practical: what if a student asks me a question to which I don’t know the answer? Underlying this question is a fear of being made vulnerable, of having the precariousness of one’s position as a knowing subject exposed. When I start with a new group of students, one of the first things I like to convey is that it’s okay not to know something, or not to ‘get it’. Rather, the absolute opposite: to admit to not knowing something is a radical act of intellectual generosity. As the feminist teacher and scholar Kyla Wazana Tompkins so wisely puts it: “we aren’t here to learn what we already know”.4 It is to show vulnerability, courage and to militate against the heroic, patriarchal impulse to mastery that pervades the crisis-laden 2020s university – the very same impulse that has enclosed, cleared and stripped bare so much of our precious planetary commons.

The world is not there for us to master. The world leaves us at a loss; it stumps us. Teaching, learning and organising together is about pushing at the boundaries of the world, about creating spaces in which we can be unsettled. This allows us to co-create and nurture an ethics of humility, creativity, care and repair. Only by doing this can we see the world anew, and get down to the fraught business of changing it. 

Notes:

  1. Anna Lowenhaupt Tsing (2015) The Mushroom at the End of the World: On the Possibility of Life in Capitalist Ruins. Princeton University Press.
  2. Judith Butler (2009) Frames of War: When Is Life Grievable? New York: Verso, p. xxv.
  3. Frames of War, p. 61
  4. Kyla Wazana Tompkins (2016) We Aren’t Here To Learn What We Already Know. Los Angeles Review of Books, 13th July. Available at: We Aren’t Here to Learn What We Already Know | Avidly (lareviewofbooks.org).

On writing targets and the first draft as a space of safety

[Image description: an open notebook with the words ‘Everyday is a fresh start’ in written in large, bold, black and white letters on the right-hand page].

Writing a PhD means you need to, well, write, and develop a regular practice of writing. I don’t think this is something we talk about enough as academics, even though writing forms common ground for all of us, regardless of discipline. In other words, we’re all writers. That said, everyone has their own relationship with writing, and there is no single, one-size-fits-all approach.

I have realised over the years that for me, the processes of thinking (internal) and writing (putting this internal out in the world) are inseparable. I cannot hope to properly understand something without writing it down, and often it is only through writing that I discover what my argument actually is. Writing helps me unearth hidden connections between ideas, and to find unseen passages between different worlds. This means that writing is a constant activity, and not something that only happens towards the ‘end’ of a project. I write copious comments in the margins of papers, during analysis, on post-it notes. To paraphrase Richard Seymour, I’m swimming in writing.

“When we write, we’re creating new possibilities, and that’s no small thing.”

This doesn’t mean I don’t sometimes have trouble writing, however. I have long struggled with perfectionism, which is inimical to ‘getting writing done’. Often, I am painfully aware of a gulf between how an idea should be represented and my ability to re-present it, and this gulf can feel overwhelming. So, mindful of the intractability of the PhD (it has to get written, at some point), I decided to solidify what I know about my relationship with writing into a specific set of practices and techniques. And since I know a lot of people struggle with writing, I thought I’d record it here.

“The first draft is a space of safety in which I can work out what I mean.”

I decided to try the ‘500 words a day’ method. I didn’t approach this rigidly: 500 words is a goal, not a rule. If one afternoon I’m on a roll and write 800, great. But equally, if I have a wading-through-treacle day and only manage 250, then so be it. It’s still better than nothing, and if I’ve got a few good days in the bag, the week probably still averages out at 500 per day. For me, this is also a good way of salvaging a distraction- or anxiety-filled day: if I only manage to open the document at 4:15pm but by 5pm there are 400 extra words on it, that’s progress. A bad day isn’t a foregone conclusion. There’s always time to turn it around.

Throughout all of this, I try to maintain a disposition of vulnerability towards my writing. One thing that can stop me writing is my perceived inability to render ideas as they should be rendered. In other words, if I write out an idea that is misguided, inaccurate, or ‘wrong’, then this error becomes ‘real’ in a way that it wouldn’t had it simply remained a thought, safely tucked away inside my head. To mitigate this anxiety, I cultivated a strategy of seeing the draft document not as a threat to be feared, but as a space of safety in which I can unburden myself. In practical terms, this vulnerability means keeping in mind that only I have access to the first iteration of my work. The first draft is a space of safety in which I can work out what I mean. With vulnerability comes a commitment to non-linearity: nothing is set in stone, and I can always go back and change it. Ultimately, this also means accepting that writing is not something to be mastered, or brought to heel, and that sometimes, it will get the better of me. The things we write about are much, much bigger than we are, and we have to keep ourselves open to the possibility that they will immobilise us, overwhelm us, or render us speechless. When we write, we’re creating new possibilities, and that’s no small thing.